When you even can not breath

It is Friday. The last day of the working day. I know maybe you are experiencing Friday now. But here in Australia we are a bit ahead. Oh.Man. I was somehow food poisoned and even i could not get up from bed. I do not know how but i think 2 piece of sausages made my whole last night very hard. If you have ever been food poisoned you know what i am talking about , heavy and bloating stomach , feeling vomiting and tired and loose body…

I could not keep this any more. The weather temperature about +46 degree- oh man. This year summer here in Australia is very very so hot. You can not do anything , stay home till the heatwave clam down. speechless ! Hot! Sick! Tired! I did not touch to any food. About 11 am this morning i emptied this from my stomach and feel really relief. I do not know you had experience this kind of things [ hope you will not ], but you simply could not breath. I know i am living here in Australia but this does not mean any Aussie got a air-conditioner! Seems you are in middle of Sahara desert.

I am going to straight to the Bible , what the scripture saying about me in this situation. Not me only , thousands of people which they are dying in hot weather .  Does God still with us? Does God even care?

In Isaiah chapter 41 : 10 gives me a huge relief

Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed,

for I am your God;

I will strengthen you,

I will help you,

I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.

Every word of this scripture is a promise to me. It is a expectancy . It is about releasing your breath again if you hold it long time. It is mending a wound and being strong and up standing forever. If He is my helper I am brave enough to go ahead. When the heat of the day blow me away i am not forgotten , Because i know He will strengthen me. I will renew my hope in Him and fly like an eagle to where ever i want. I am going to run but won’t be weary i will fly i wont be tired anymore. I am holding to the rope of greatness, To His meekness and righteousness. He won’t let me be thirsty and He will overflow the living water from His fountain to my brokenness and dry-land. Than my desert will turn into pools of water, and the parched ground into springs.

I am grateful, I am humbly thankful for this. I wipe my tears off again and this time will rejoice in my Lord. And I tell everything to my Holy Spirit. I stand again and have joy in my portion. Because , because of Him i can breath again.

Till this , My knowledge is limited But His knowledge is limitless. He is the source of life. And I have freedom in Him. Than i would be able to praise Him in sickness , in joyfulness , in all the time. He cares for me. That is why he sent His begotten son.

Written By Dariush Youkhaneh