I do not need any reason to do good because i need to be accepted. I do not need to live a life of that others have to accept it. I am not going to be others. I learnt to live a life of love. When i was introduced to myself – I was slowly dragged myself from out of the presence of God to a world of me. That it does not necessarily means i am free. I did not know that to be me it means I need to be in Him. But I learnt it. Although i was beating by it. It was a sense of God making me a new figure.
I thought the word of ‘enjoy’ means , the things in the world will make me happy. But I learnt enjoy means to enjoy God. To be with Him.
The lack of knowledge can not drag me down of ‘myself’. Because my reality it is defined in Him. When i am in God _ He is giving me ‘ the true of me ‘. David knew that and he says : “Enjoy the Lord ” . It means taking us not seriously and free ourselves of the things of the world. It means simply enjoy the simple of you and let your personality grows in Him, Not by the criteria of this world instead by desire of God.
I know the reality is so real and tangible.
But ‘the true of me’ is found in the Spirit not in the flesh.
When my wishes and dreams are lined with the heart of God- then i can say like David ” and he will give what your heart asks “. I will enjoy every moment of me { yes even in hard times} becasue i choose to be in Him. I choose to accept my mistakes and failures. I choose to not letting unforgiveness have any place in my heart. I choose to love others . I choose to be in peace with Him in Christ. I choose wherever i would be , i will glorify Him.
When i commit my life to Him , He will act!
Am i a professional worker ? am i a simple worker? I will commit it to him everything i do.
You and me , made to freed ourselves the things of the world are trying to stick on us. They labeled us unfaithful , they labeled us crazy . They labeled us unmodern and fool, direct and indirect. I am proud in my God. I am proud and enjoy in Him. I am single-minded not narrow-minded . I love them continuously. Because i know one day ‘ the true of ourselves ‘ will be shown obviously. That is what David says:
” and will make your righteousness shine like the dawn,
your justice like high noon. “
I am going to reflect this. I am going to live in this. Who is in me is bigger than any other out there. How do i find this ? By :
” Be still before the Lord,
and wait for him. ”
Live , Wait and Trust : these are good for your soul.
Written By Dariush Youkhaneh
Read : Psalm 37