God is faithful still and forever, even in my shortcoming and falling down each time. His arms are open wide and accept me as who I am. I am a human, a person with a million mistakes every day. I want God to forgive me, If I excuse myself, which I never tried to do so.
Truly, I am not an iron. I am a man full of flaws, learning how to love and live. But God, who is greater, who is warmer than my dream and more beautiful than any milky star, knows how much I need him. On the way to home, at the workplace, in the family and between the friends.
You, God, are my God, earnestly I seek you; I thirst for you, my whole being longs for you, in a dry land where there is no water. Psalm 63:1.
When the world is around asking for attention, I long for you, God! When there is no desire and faith to believe, I seek you; I dream again about the dry land and I weep like a baby for your coming. Yes, I would pray for every soul, not only mine. It ended my hopeless search when I meet you, God. I am bowing down, not because of obligation or any other thing, but because you are worthy and deserve of it all. His faithfulness covers me, and his goodness forgives me. David was closed to you. I look at the sky and say thank you. Your act of love has made me breathless. I am here, still in your presence. This comforts me and gives a resting joy in my heart.
I am changing in the journey. I am a student of heaven, whose teacher is kind to have more patient. Out of the red line, thinking, how much of God can grow in me? As God asked Apostle Peter: “Do you truly love me more than this?”
I love you more than your faithfulness.