Smile better than smiling face with smiling eyes emoji 😊Life is better when you smile

We are heading for the long weekend in Sydney. It is Labour day on Monday. Thanks for this day off; after a heavy rainfall yesterday, the sun is out and shining every corner today.

Have you tried having a smiling face with smiling eyes? That’ fun. try now😊

I mean, it is so much better if you smile; your laugh brings such joy to your own heart and the people around you. There is so much bitterness and opposites out there that wants to stop you from your beauty. The lie of the enemy shall not hinder you, shall not limit you. You are born to rejoice. Yeah, if you travel once to Sydney, you know what a beautiful city is. I love Spring and Summer, but don’t get me wrong, all seasons are lovely in their lense. I wish I had glasses to wear and keep this beauty on my eyes and heart forever, don’t you want to? 

You can smile; just give it a try. You don’t lose anything, but you gain.

You know, we have passed three months in lockdown. I was thinking about this, we are in lockdown, but the birds are free, we are in lockdown, but the season is changing, we are in lockdown, but the world evolving so much. But one thing has never changed, at least in my life, I don’t know about you, which is we need our Creator; we need Him in our physical life and our spiritual life. His un-ending love covers are every aspect of life. Why am I ended with God always? Because he is our fountain of life. As I am typing this for you on my laptop’s keyboard, I pray in my heart that you know God of all seasons, keep the smile of heaven on your lips regardless of your situation. I am sure where you are now, whichever season you are in, you can see the beauty with your own eyes. Life is better when you smile😊- better than smiling face with smiling eyes emoji. 

Write somewhere I have decided to smile from now. It doesn’t give me a good feeling only but confidence and assurance. 

Can you repeat this after me: I smile, I love, I pray, I arise, I go because, in all of this, God is with me.

Smile always.

Written by

Dariush Youkhaneh , 2 Oct 21

Great Memories Bible Verse

Our bible verse of the day to focus and memorise and let God speak to us.

“The Lord will fight for you; you need only to be still.”☘
Exodus 14:14 NIV

Read it again ,

Again read it,

This time with a loud voice.

The Lord will fight for me, I need to be still.

He is my fighter, I am still(er).

Hold the peace , be silent. Don’t do a foolish thing. He will fight for you.

🌿Be blessed daily 🍀

Dariush Youkhaneh

Is God still around?

I have prayed a prayer many many years ago : ” oh God if you are still around let not this happen” Perhaps ,He answered with a whisper of the Holy Spirit. He turned my complain to acceptance and peace and that particular time with a double blessing. When you are in a situation and do not know what to do and the cripple of fear not allowing you to make a right decision , oh please know that God is there. He is there always , all the time.
When the nation of God rescued from the Egypt, and the people of God felt God is not with them on the way and left them alone in the desert, He was still there! I don’t want to know what my feeling says about this! I am assure and trust my Lord that He is omnipotent and Has my life in Control.
The ancient people wanted to be closed to gods. That is why they made statue and brought them into their homes, they wanted to feel secure and safe. But the real God is not in Men’s made thing. We have a God who knows everything. He is name is ” I AM “. ” I AM ” is present and active and working in our life.
He knows every detail of my life , that is why I care about my God. He did not leave me by my own here, figuring out about what is the meaning of life. He is my life. Jesus Christ gave his life for me that I can be with Him forever. He forgives and loves without limit.
The God of all knowledge is still around and calling us to come home. He does not see what university you got your PHD or doctorate or what title you have , All He wants is a pure heart. He is here and bringing peace to our chaos.

I got it . I got it when trouble comes , turn my face to Him and telling :” Hey Father , Can you see it ? ” He comforts me and saying ” Yes , I can see , I am with you , I am still here ” .

I started to see more . ” Hey dear Father : Can you see this and that family trouble ? Are you with them? why did that happen ? ” God shining and says :” Yes, I see them , yes I know them , yes I am there ”

What do we do ? We continue walk with thankfulness, We continue believe what makes God smile , we continue do what is right and just , We continue live in the Spirit. until He comes with His glory.

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God still loves you

It doesn’t matter!.. what is significant ? it is your love towards your creator. All these materials around us, tangible and intangible , feelings and seeing , they all will pass away. What really stands forever ,is love. You can see much more better with closed eyes! When you truly connected to the Love of God. To his richness presence and lay down on his green pastures. To grab the passion of heaven in our carnal hearts .

I need to seek his face more. To be his light and I need to enter to his glory with a humble heart and being like a kid.

God , doesn’t need Hero’s. He needs humble hearts. He is the master of fixing crashed spirit for his glory. I wondered, what Mother Teresa said about herself , Always humble and reticent, she continued to repeat with profound conviction  ,” I am nothing “. A woman who wholeheartedly obeyed God’s love and committed entire of her life to do his mission on earth saying ” I am nothing “. She brought smile and love to many.  I wonder what holds you back, I wonder what excuse you have about the love of God.


The Spirit of truth , is you counsellor. He knows what is the best decision in your life. All of us , me and you , need,  is a complete surrender.

” I knew you , before you form in your mother’s womb “. This is God is saying to us. This is Him , Who created and designed all things seen and unseen. Don’t you think that He still loves you? don’t disappear. Be a warrior, you’re born for such a moment. To fall down and rise like a lion. To hold your shield and to be brave like David. Yes , let them say I am weak , because this is , where , my strength comes from! When I am weak than I am strong , let this be your slogan. Let the enemy knows you haven’t finished yet. Let your soul knows you are belongs to Him. Make it louder than any ocean , to the south and to the west , to the north and to the east and to the every corner of your being that I am the child of God. Not my will but his will , His love is not conditional –

I take delight in the Lord, I wait patiently for him.

Change happens when we renew our minds. When we turn from our ways by choosing his way as our main road of destiny.


Written By

Dariush Youkhaneh


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I am grateful again of God of heaven. I am thankful to Him because I am content who I am and what I have. Contentment and dreams are two different things. I am content and dreaming more. In each step when God given me something I look above to sky – in the day to sun and cloud – in the night to the moon and stars , saying thank you God you are my true dreams . Simply and wonderfully I am amazed of your work and hand in my life. With this greatness and holiness you made a way for me and came into my heart? I am such overwhelmed of this great love. What letter I can write to you that capture your kindness and beauty toward me. What word I can say that can explain your prettiness in me. How can I shout that heaven can hear me.  Thank you for who you are. If I go 200 billions planet away , I still praise you and worship you and your truth never be taken away from me.


You taught me how to pray and speak. You said to me come to me when you are weary. You taught me wisdom and understanding beyond my own ability. I am such a Josef in your story. Given me king’s ring and made me your own people and right there I am sitting next to you and having dinner at your table. Heaven’s table.

Reveal more of you , less of me is enough , more of you more in need.

I am child to enter to your kingdom , I am a son and you are my Father. Around and around you are everywhere , my soul have joy in this- you are all I need. You are all I seek. Who is like you? No one . You warned me when danger was near to me. You sent the angles to protect me. You fought for me when I was tired. You loved me when I was ugly in sin and my own world. You saw the best in me even I did not have believe in my self , but you believed in me and trusted to be a citizen of your world. I am tearing of this ocean of your greatness. Tell me how big is your heart? When I fell off you raise me up. When I was defeated you sang song of victory in me. Who you are God? I Love You! I was there you were with me , when I am here you are with me.

If I drink an ocean of you still would not be enough to know you.

I am blessed that my name is written on your palm of your hands.  You watered my desert and it turned to a sea of rain. I am the luckiest human on the earth and heaven because you have chosen me. I have won the lottery of heaven. You God , focused on me to rescue me, From death to life. I love you more. You turned the black to a snow white. You turned the night to a light day. You came for me …Sorrow and pain are not any more highlighted but your love IS. You are Yahweh our God. You healed my sickness , You led me to your greatness , You wondered me with your presence. Your majesty and glorious made everything new in me. Thank you God.

The Lord lives! Praise be to my Rock! Exalted be God my Savior [Psalms 18 : 46]




Written By Dariush Youkhaneh

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His Splendour !

Grace is an indescribable word. Life and beauty attached to unlimited source of light. God is so near than we thought and imagined. We can walk around with one touch be so near to our soul creator. For a second we can fly and reach to His unconditional love. What is love? It is a flower? It is a beauty? Love is an act, which our soul creator done for us in Jesus. Abousltly , remarkable love found in grace. Mountain , stones , rocks , waters are witness of this hashtag love!

Now me , watered in his deep. Master of minute and break, working , to create a better of  me. 


Need to seek more heaven , gazed on his splendour  of Spirit. I want to set my mind and line on what the spirit desires. Killing the flesh desires – having joy in , what he created in me – in a selfless thought. When Jesus healed that man, He looked the beauty of inside. He touched his uncompleted piece of inside and made it complete with one touch. With that, He calls me his child. That I would be amazed in his beauty and call him Abba with a closed eyes to see him clear like crystal. Yes, I make fool myself in the eyes of this world to be in the zone of his willing. Believe in it , God is with me- till to see face to face , hand to hand like a father and son walk with him.


Who dares accuse us whom God has chosen for his own?

The current pain will be swallowed in end-light. We are protected with all sorrows- Helped with all disappointments around. Because of the Spirit – The Holy one will cover our weakness with his wishes and songs and whisperings. Prayers will be lift it high- It is God who justifies , It is Him who brought life into my dry bones. It is Him who died for me . It is Him who loved me. It is Him who brought a new beginning in me. It is Him who preparing a place for me , who thought of me. I am truly amazed of his beauty who embraced my ugliness and turn it to a blossom.

Nay , in all these things we are more than conquerors through Him that who loved us.

 Read Romans 8.

Written By Dariush Youkhaneh

What I need to know for New Year.

In my spiritual journey what i need to know in the year come ahead. What are my responsibility as a Christ-life center lifestyle. My previous year was very weary , although i hadn’t started very well but i am going to finish it strong. But it seems for the Spirit better to know what is my plan than according that God would establish it for me.

In one thing all humanity , as i know ; are SAME . That is taking breath everyday. Actually , no one will tell you (Hopefully) you are not allowed to breath here! So your first bizarre responsibility is to know ‘take a breath’ in all situation. When you know that you are ready to take other responsibility. Why i am saying this , because most of us we forgot to take a breath in our normal life. Take a breath means to know who you are in God’s eyes.


You need to know you are blessed. 

God’s blessing protect us , It is different . It smells like heaven’s flower. When you are blessed ; you are favored and you feel like you are chosen ( which you are really ). I want draw your attention to this very powerful verse in the Bible :

 “Blessed is the one who does not walk in step with the wicked or stand in the way that sinners take or sit in the company of mockers,
but whose delight is in the law of the LORD, and who meditates on his law day and night.
That person is like a tree planted by streams of water, which yields its fruit in season and whose leaf does not wither— whatever they do prospers.” ( Psalms 1 : 1- 3)
A tree planted by streams of water is fruitful and brings good ones. Your trust is in Him and you bring in right time , right fruit . In whatever you do ; you prosper is clearly obvious for everyone. You need to know you are that person which delight in the law of the Lord.  Listen to this there is more , when you are blessed all your needs are met By God. All your needs when you are walking in His will.
You need to know you are chosen.
You are chosen one too. Even you do not feel it now ! still you are. You need to know it. Why? because God say so , read this what HE told about YOU:
“But you are a chosen people, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, God’s special possession, that you may declare the praises of him who called you out of darkness into his wonderful light.” ( 1 Peter 2 : 9 )
You belong to a big picture ! Do not feel you are alone. When you are chosen it means you are belong to someone who is authority is over all everybody and anything. You are God special possession. Not for that only being side of God also declaring the praises of Him. Because you are called into His wonderful light.
R.C. Sproul’s book Chosen by God said “If there is one single molecule in this universe running around loose, totally free of God’s sovereignty, then we have no guarantee that a single promise of God will ever be fulfilled.”
The promise of God is fulfilled because you are chosen as His holy nation. Yes , it is true the chosen people go into hardship ;  You are exceptional because God’s favor is upon you and you have been bought for a price.
You need to know you are Loved.
Does not matter how badly you have been hit by enemy , you have to know you are loved. Because He first loved you. You need to know you are loved from now on. May you had doubt about this before , But there is no place such doubts who is loved.
God already showed his great love toward us by His son , you need to believe it :
John 3:16 – For God so loved the world, that he gave his only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish but have eternal life.

It is great. It is sufficient. It is awesome plan of God for us. It is eternity.
“You have to stop loving and pursuing Christ in order to sin. When you are pursuing love, running toward Christ, you do not have opportunity to wonder, *Am I doing this right?* or *Did I serve enough this week?* When you are running toward Christ, you are freed up to serve, love, and give thanks without guilt, worry or fear. As long as you are running, you’re safe.”  ― Francis Chan, Crazy Love: Overwhelmed by a Relentless God
Do not go far or run away , know that in Father’s house you are always loved.
Written By Dariush Youkhaneh

Heart in Heaven – Live on Earth

You are a child of God , You are made in His image . Close every past-door of Condemnation and enter to His glorious presence. There is a heart beating for you, there is a mind thinking of You, There is a Holy-heavenly-presence wants to touch you. Would you be alright during your earthly life?  All you need to do is lean on Him and cast your mind to Him.

We have a strong City;

God makes Salvation

Its walls and ramparts.

Open the gates. ( Isaiah 26 )


We are living in a good world which has gone wrong! Now , In this world we can not see the good things around. The suffering starts from us till to end of the earth. You are not alone and you are not the only person experienced all sorrows in your life. Everyone somehow , less or more have this on. We all on our journey. If we have been living in Heaven now , probably i would not starts this blog to inspire you today. We are needy people and we need each other. we need to love each other because still we are far away from the source although the source is very close , but till that day we are going to live with the source we need to cry , push , fight , try and live-on life.

 You are so close to ‘the source’,  In fact , ‘ the source ‘ is within you.

May you are on a process now. May you are feeling it . May you have passed it on , May you are only 1-inch gap to have a breakthrough or may you are so close to source and everyday having a vision and living in the dream. Whatever you are in. DO NOT FEEL ALONE. We all been there, even Jesus been there. Yes , Jesus was there too. A night before right He is going to die for us , He was on so much pressure and stress. But He never give up . He prayed and confessed to His Father.

Trust in the Lord, Trust Him in your way , Trust him when messed up , Trust Him and keep going , do not frame yourself to an idea or a situation. The Circumstances are not allowed impact your future , because you are a child of God. When there is no answer , trust Him more, When there is nothing around trust Him. Walk and talk to Him. His spirit is in You. You are His beauty forever.

You are beautiful enough even with your mistakes.

When two people are in  love. They are really in love , They love each other even with mistakes . Even when one of them make horrible mistakes ,Still the True-love will forgive. It is the same the love of Jesus for you. Does not matter how horrible you have been far away from Him. Does not matter How hard the life beat you , Does not matter What you done , His TRUE_LOVE and GRACE will cover it. I am pointing to you , because you need to be reminded , I am telling to you because i am urged to tell you so. In fact not me, but the Spirit in me , says You are child of God. ” O Lord , You are my God ” ” I will exalt you and praise your name , you are my life , Thank you for laying down your life for me that i can live today “.

Not only live, I can be light in this world.

You are the light of this dark world , Be single-minded not Narrow-minded. Be determined and a believer . A follower of ‘ whom died for you, and rose again ‘.

When you are weak His is Strong. When you are falling He is pulling you up , When you are lost , He is looking for you. What you do instead? Loving Him.


Written By Dariush Youkhaneh

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Create a Goal

Today was a run day for me. I took a challenge and went to run outside.

I did not set a goal from the first but when I was about 2 KM , I slowly slowly think about I can do more. I went 3 Kilometres and I said to myself , ‘ I can do more ‘ .

Saturday run , was full of fun and expectation. 3 and half kilometre I felt my leg are so heavy and I can not move it , It was like you are carrying the 10 kilo of weight each leg. My heart was coming out and beating for 150 beats a minute( I guess so ).  But I promised to myself this would be the last lap , I am going to finish it at 4 KM.

Even I did not set a goal for a first time, but I took the challenge and have a little taste about my self . I did not run for about 8 to 9 month ( maybe more). But later one I found my goal and then create one.

Here look at my end result :


I ran 24 minutes  without stop , about 4 kilometres . This is a really good outcome for the first day.

Now on, I create a goal for next week to beat my 4 km . I set the goal not high and not very low . I set it to 5 KM.

This is reminded me to encourage you today. Even you see there is no goal. make it , create it and see how God will bless you in that.

The goals directs you in a place that you never been before, Create one.

We read it in Proverbs 21 : 5

” Careful planning puts you ahead in the long run; ” .

If you have a long run , you need to plan it. It is like this , you went to Picnic but you did not plan it to where to go , what to bring?  It is similar.

Set a goal today and tell God to bless you in that. Set Goal to pray with your family , Set a goal to have fun with your loves ones and together make a better world for each other.

You plan it and God will establish it , Do not worry how establish it, God will do the rest for you , because he already know what plans are the best for you.

Jeremiah 29 : 11

There is a hope and future in Gods plan. when you commit your goal to Him. Hid eyes are watching you all the way when you are running. He cares you will be tired in the middle , He knows it.
Having motivation and goal is Gods desire.
If you want the windows of opportunity be opened for you, Do not neglect to create a goal.
Speak to God and set a goal for you life. Let Him flourish it for you. He gives grace to humbles .
And Above all, Do not worry about tomorrow, because todays worry is enough for today. And rest in God everyday.
Written By Dariush Youkhaneh

This life is…

What stopping you love your God?

Is it Pain in past, or worrying about future? You do not know HOW MUCH YOUR CREATOR LOVE YOU.

I am so exciting to announce that . You are child of God. You are a new creation in Him. You are who be formed like him. Love people , love your family and live a life of live. Everyday is full of new opportunities for you.

 Do not miss your today because of yesterday. And embrace what is ahead of you.

This life is …

… Full of Making mistakes  and find the right way

… A breath of morning

… Worrying and not to be afraid

… Making major and minor decisions

… Laughter and craziness

…to be light and salt and to be used and not

… Worth to live in

… Being healed and not to be

… Moments and memories


“Jesus said to him, “I am the way, and the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me. John 14 : 6 .

He is the Life  and all the statement above are under His . In Him you have life. In Him you find meaning. In any situation or season you are in. You  are made to be there to glorify Him. You are saying Dariush how God want me to be in pain and sorrow . God does not want you to be in pain at all. God is not a bad God, He is a father. You meant to be there at that season to glorify Him. Jesus said “ I came you may have life in me “.

The life is

He loved you before you found yourself in your that particular season. There is always a door open for you, always. You say , how I am going to find it? The answer will be found in Jesus. He said :” I am the way ..”

Yhooooo. What do you want more? Life is given to you right now. You have an eternal life in  Him.


Proverbs 14 : 27

The fear of the LORD is a fountain of life, turning a person from the snares of death.

Halleluiah. We have LIFE.

Fear of the Lord starts with obeying Him.

My life is His life. Your life is His life. Our life is His life. Do you believe it?


Written by Dariush Youkhaneh




Obey and take the land.

“ The Lord your God Himself will fight for you” these are the words Moses was saying to Israel.  In chapter 3 of Deuteronomy Moses pour out his heart and it was a long time to wait and see the promised land which God was told to Him. He was crying and saying to God  : “ Oh Sovereign Lord , you have begun to show to your servant your greatness and your strong hand ..” Moses saw the greatness of God , He saw how God awesomely rescued His people. And Here he is and trying to tell God , Oh Lord please let me go in the promised land.  He seems realised that God is not side of sin and not letting Him go into promised land but He appointed Joshua to go in.

Obedience is not a process of do something right rather do what is right in the eyes of God.  As I am reading Deuteronomy chapter 4 , these words was highlighted for me .


“..I am about to teach you, Follow them so that you may live and may go in and take possession of the land that the Lord, the God of your father is giving you. “ ( Deuteronomy 4 : 1)

God is about to teach you, He wants to give you a new thing that you have never experienced. Himself, teach you his law and decrees. What you need to do. Follow them carefully and that you may live. So then you may go in the land and take the possession.

God wants to give you a new land. If you only be obedient to Him. Only be careful and watch yourselves closely so learn and do what He says.  Moses said to people , Observe what the word of God says. And get the wisdom and understanding of it.


Let the word of God build you up, every day , every moment. Let not fall down on your mouth . and let it be your eyes and feet every step you take. Declare it in your life and obey it. When you obey it , you are doer too. God will show you the land , this is you take the possession.

He is your God , You are His Child.  Obey your father.

So run for the prize that in Christ Jesus for you. You know , you will have troubles in this world. You know , But because He lives in You , you can face tomorrow . As you obeying Him everyday , As your chain are gone in Him . You are living in Heaven right now with Him until he is coming back soon.

Philippians 4 : 4

Rejoice in the Lord always; again I will say, rejoice.

Is anything in your life stopping to obey Him. Is anything in your life stopping to rejoice in Him. Put away all your worries and obey Him and take the land that God will show you.


Written by Dariush Youkhaneh




Depth of My heart.

Do not allow the sinful world bring you down . With all beauty around This world also is full of pain and hurt , it is everywhere . Scripture says ” fix your thoughts on Jesus “.  Let Jesus fill you with His presence , Let him change you inside out . You are made in His image. You are made in His Love.


Today , if you hear his voice,

do not harden your hearts

as you did in the rebellion.


Hear , Holy spirit calling you. Keep listening . Keep Listening , Be still . You do not need a miracle to hear his voice . You need a thirsty heart . You need a keen-heart that shouting for a joy from above.

Today, Jesus , is ABLE turn around your circumstances , if you only have a  heart to hear.

If you only knew how much he loves  you. We all  disobeyed , We all forgotten what he has done for us. We all have been lost , in our own way.

Let not your situation put your heart away from God rather let it make you close to God’s heart then the heart of Jesus beating in you, then you hear his voice , then you know who he is. He is the builder of your house , He is the builder of everything . Do you believe it? If you only Trust in Him. If you only touch his garment.

Holy Spirit says

” Hear my voice , I am speaking over your life

open your heart

Do not let your heart goes astray ”

You will know my way . Jesus says ” I am willing ” , ” Be healed” , Our God is God of ‘willing ‘ . His goodness continues. Yes , He will prosper you, He will heal you , He will cleanse you , He will. Are you willing too ?   His arms are wide open. Just come and give your heart to Him.

Are you willing give you heart to God? Are you willing to change you? Are you ready. People disappoint you but never do that. You can trust in Him.

“When you pass through water

I will be with you

when you walk through fire

you will not be Burned ”


I Pray

” The hands of loving God taking care of you in anything. The arms of great God protecting you from any harm. The eyes of God watching over you. The feet of our awesome Father bless you and His ways be cleared to you. In Jesus ‘Name. Amen ”


Written by Dariush Youkhaneh

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Surrender Your Heart to God.

We talked about this that allow yourself to be you. Who you are now is accepted by God.

God is looking forward a better of you but it does not mean He does not like you. You already been liked and loved. Before rain falls down and wet the soil He loved you, before the sun rise up ,He established the great plan for you. before He formed this world ,He designed you specific.

This God of all creator , heaven and earth everything we can imagine says ” I do not stop loving you”. See what I created . See what I put for you , you always in my heart.

Look above when you are down in your soul. Look around how beautifully I made the things even if you are unable to look to yourself how wonderfully I made you. Am I not able ? Am I not able to care for you? Trust me. I want to show you more. I have more for you . ” I am who I am ”

All galaxy , all stars , all creatures will bow down and know that I am God. This is all mine. Why you are worry about the things that not belongs to you. He continues saying  : ” I gave you breath and I know how to give it oxygen to it . I DO NOT STOP loving you more and more. I  give you free the joy of morning , I will give you free my will , I will give you spring , I  give you my peace that is over all and all , I  give you everything. everything I have is for you. You are my favourite one. I sent many to tell you even to warn you how much I loved and love you. But your fathers’ fathers did not listen eventually I sent my beloved Son , because the flame of love for you was too much . You’ll be completed with me. Come to me.. I know you’ve been away. But my arms are always open for you. ”


He does not stop loving you my friend. Even you made mistakes still He is been thinking of you. Even you made sin still you’ve been in His mind. But He is so Holy. This is not you can not go to Him. we have a friend , a saviour . He will wash our sins then we can have a first-image relationship with God. Let God come into your heart as He is. People of all generation try to make a God with religion and opinion. But the real-God is not what we made . He is who He is. He will reveal Himself to you if you truly surrender all to Him.

Surrender Your Heart to God

Surrender your heart to God,
    turn to him in prayer,
 and give up your sins—
    even those you do in secret.
  Then you won’t be ashamed;
you will be confident
    and fearless. ( John 11-13-15)

By surrendering to God you are in a new level of understanding and wisdom.

Are you ready for change ? giving up all wanted and unwanted desires to Him. You wont be ashamed. You will be confident. Let the Holy Spirit moves in You and create you a new born baby. fearless and brave , strong and confident.